~one of those days: sad~

1 Apr

having heard some really horrid news on tuesday.. i’m just so exhausted and not in the mood for anything..

its strange.. i don’t want to talk about what i heard.. but it kinda made me feel like the air had been punched out of me. and i felt that way… well till today.. i’m still tired and really out of it.. but starting to come to terms…

it just makes me wonder why life is like this.. why is there disappointments.. why do we lose the ones we love.. why do we have hardships..

i’ve been suffering from the most horrible nightmares for last couple of days.. i’ve started taking a few sleeping pills.. and even with them.. i wake up several times a night… almost every hour – or hour and a half..

i finally got the keratin treatment… there were a lot of positives and negatives.. but my hair was insane.. and i wanted to try it out from a new place to see how i felt..

i need to stop feeling like this! from tomorrow.. a new wave of positivity inshallah..

hope everyone is well

wishing u all a goood weeekendd :D


7 Responses to “~one of those days: sad~”

  1. Kuweight 64 April 2, 2011 at 12:01 am #

    Sometimes life can appear hard and unfair. There are always good days and bad days. Gains and losses. Like the changing weather and seasons, life too has its good and bad weather. Hang in there. Be strong, be positive and refuse to be enslaved by any sort of negativity. Time has a way of healing grief. I know it’s easier to say…but our difficulties, pain, losses make us stronger people and teaches us important lessons. Rough times never last forever. The universe compensates us with all good things and joy for every suffering one faces! Cheer up, love yourself and do things that will shift your moods and make you happy! Beautiful advice by 79ai9!


    • 79ai9 April 2, 2011 at 8:20 am #

      thankx Kuweight64 :) life can be tough on sometimes.. i wish our parents prepared us for all of he negatives and disappointments out there-somehow they always spoke of the bright side of our futures (not to forget Disney too:p) just visited ur blog but cdnt get my msg through :S i LOVE the Geaorge Bernard Shaw saying..will be spening this afternoon reading ur posts :D


      • cheeky knickers April 3, 2011 at 10:57 am #

        Diiisssneeyyyyyyyy <3


    • cheeky knickers April 3, 2011 at 10:56 am #

      that msg made me smile!
      its true
      u and 79aia9 should be motivational speakers!!1
      mashalllah u guys really have the giftt!


      • 79ai9 April 3, 2011 at 11:04 am #

        cheeky hbibti u ONLY get the so called “gift” after going through alot of bull excuse my swahili lol :D thankx guess i should take up “life coaching” as new job heheheh


  2. cheeky knickers April 1, 2011 at 10:06 pm #

    *grrrrr* i’m as strong as they come! ;p
    its hard for me to swtich off! but i think exercise should help release all my aggression with the world ;p
    ur so right.. sometimes people forget to put themselves first! but we really need to learn to do that sometimes! ;p
    hehhe shooeee therapppyy! must buy shoes ;p
    i believe that too! that’s why i think a person feeling sorry for themselves is the worst thing eveR! sulk for a day! then get on with it
    and face the world head first!
    i shall email u! :D


  3. 79ai9 April 1, 2011 at 4:28 pm #

    ohhhh cheeky stay positive and strong and as they say what doesn’t kills u only makes u stronger… and believe me it’s true-learn to “switch off” and “shrug things off ur shoulder”… live for U and fret over things which concerns U directly… any other besides those 2 r NOT ur loss!!(im trying to talk in general as i don’t know what the initial “issue” is) take some time off and pamper urself in anything U enjoy… and finally try not to be too hard on urself… Im a true believer that we do attract the feelings we go through somehow..its all in the mind-i could go on and on heheh (to cut to the chase i’ve been there and found ways in dealing with it-email me if u wanna know details…)


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